I Dream


In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open doorway I am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if I win
Or the color of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

There's a time in your life
Where the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First and last Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
To drive you on when roads have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things we've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
And I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream

I dream
Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last
that is shared by everyone
And I dream I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream, I dream
I dream....


composed by Michael Fallon
sung by Taufiq Batisah
for Singapore Idol

okok... so da whole school knows... thanks to who??? crapo... mux be eddie and stewpid USM... haha... orbequack if u 2 kena... lol... kk... shant be so mean... aniwae... mux thank those who bothered to show me care and concern... thx... im doing fine... jux the fact that being quarantined aint no fun.... hmm... luv u peeps...



conflict conflict more conflict... im sick of the quarrels too... im sick of the fact that i alwaes seem to be responsible for the quarrels... why cant u think things from my point of view too?? and dun ever put words in my mouth, or in this case opinions into my mind....

tmd... im rotting at home... argh... i wanna go sch!!!! grrr..... sumone save me!!!!



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

ok... its certified... im down with chicken pox... doc says i got it at least 2 weeks ago... not from OBS.... coz the marks will only appear 2 weeks after u get it.... damnit nahx... quaratined till after chinese new year... guys dun miss me in sch k... argh... damn worried bout my studies... how??? sure die man... 3 weeks of no sch... haiz... all my subjects gonna fail le lahx... arghh....

kk... serious stuff... people who came in contact with me since friday... be careful yeahx??? dat includes all u guys from OBS... argh... realli sorry.... hmm... if any sign of itchiness appear, go see the doc... reali serious....

guess whos back, back again, lesterr`s back, tell a friend..... blahblahblah

so im back from OBS... lol... go there den they divide amk to 2 grps... barker and suisen... weird names eh??? lolx... so im like the only amk guy in barker... lol... den barker and sui sen is like half amk, half yckss peeps... and my instructor's name was BOON... suisen instructor was Handsome or Mario... lol... lame... we dont realli noe his real name...

day one: team building.. blah blah... blindman's trail... build bashaa with the tarp... and the iron tentpeg damn solid... lol... meals at cookhouse... have to wash own utensils... but nothing compares to army cookhouse food... tmd... miss eating at hq.... lol... and we played this giant wizard dwarf game... damn stupid.... and we found out that mario was mrs ismail's brother... haha... crapo guy...

day two: great day... kayaking... and i went on da single... rawks man... den everyone do capsize drill, and i had to rescue alone... cockanooden... vivi's kayak capsize and overturn abit... den the half the kayak had water... haha... damn heavy... dunno how long they took to rescue... after dat did jetty jump... haha... damn cool.... after lunch we did rock climbing... fun but tiring... and sarah is realli nu qiang ren... *salutes*

day three: early morning started on our land expedition... trek thru vegetation, went up tahan slope and set up camp at camp 2... that place at least still got water and toilets and blah blah... RGS was there too... did this DDD thing... double dangle duo or sumthing.... lunch.... after that was flying fox... damn cool... i shouted ANG MO KIO ROCKS while coming down.... set up bashaa.. den we cooked rice... haha... not bad lah... betta den what i cooked up at ophir... and planes flew like ubin was unpopulated... noisy like shit... flew at nite too... and early morning first flight at 8... on time de... we relied on moonlight at nite... thank good for full moon... damn bright... no one slept oin the bashaa aniwae... everyone was outside... den amksians talk cocked till late... shared myslef with insects.... urgh...

day four: continued with land expedition... kept our bashaa and did trekking to the thai temple and the quarry that side... den got checkpoints on the way... den was like orienteering... jux that its simpler... checkpoints easy to locate, easy to reach the area, but hard to find the blardy checkpoint answer... got this yck sec 3 guy keep trying to act pro... 3 times give wrong opinion... den he kept insisting that its right... like he so pro litad... lucky i got experience, if not we dunno end up at where already... so finally reach our campsite... totally ulu... no light, no water, no toilet... like ophir checkpoint 4 litad... heat was killing us with the absence of sheltar... after that we did rafting at the quarry... we build raft with pipes and barrels... damn fun... den have to tie with square lashing... den aniwae, suisen's raft turn into titanic, while ours floated.. yeahx... den after dat went to have fun in the quarry... played murderer in the water... lolx.... den did synchronised swimming... at nite pitch bashaa at that ulu place... den chage in the bushes... pee there oso... and ate instant noodles for dinner... den my god damn fire kept going out while the others fire no problem... damn comical.... den got what stupid wild boar... caused a big commotion... crapo... after dat tried to sleep but the people at johor kept singing till late at nite... den can clearly hear what they sing... damnit.... shared myself with sandfies again... slept late...

day five: woke up early so can set off early back to camp 1.... pack up the bunk... so we had missing harness and helmet and some blah blah stuff... add up we had to pay like 116 dollars.... damn it... lucky in the end found the helmet.... harness missing nahx... so had to pay.... den after dat went to souvenier shop to buy shirt... ahahaha... so left early to go back prepare for supernumery selection... my boat left at 12.15... while others had to wait till 2.30... lucky me...

supernumery selection: haha... guess who is my assesing CLTs: jinfu and azmi... so qiao... and alot of slackers turned up at the selection... argh... makes me less proud to ever be in the numeries... whatever... OBS rawks.... miss it...


barker rawks

kedabab kedaboob kaching!


To Serve To Strive And Not To Yield

to all muslims friends: selamat hari raya!
to mel: happi 16th birthday! (realise how old u are??? haha)

kk... so went out todae.... Watched meet da fockers... lmfao... damn ho chio.... kk... shant go to detail... hmm... i'll be gone for the whole of next week(OBS)... and dats good news for 4/5vers.... peace and WARMTH for a week... no more lame jokes... lucky cadets too... lolx... aniwae... will be gone on mon morning and be back at bout 2 on fri... den guess wat... gonna chiong for supernumery selection... gotta be at HQ parade square by 4 PM... hmm... havta request for the first ferry back home... hmm... pray i get a gd slp on thurs nite so i wun sleep in sedia position on fri... lolx... muz make sure get selected... bu ran very sia sway... lolx... and why does my stuff always clash together... last time was RIKE and annual camp... den was CALC and 2/1 chalet... now supernumerie and OBS... nvm... used to chionging lerx... haha.. kk.. shant crap so much... muz miss me k??

lurve ya dearx....

argh.. think i sprained my back... fuckfuckfuckfuck...

hmm... OBS next week... wonder who will mis me sehx... no one bahx... except for my ever lovely dear.... hmm... wateva... Z1010 rocks...

wheeweet...got my new phone last nite... sony ericsson Z1010... its 3g... lolx... cool sehx... features bu chuo... hmm... haven got the time to flly exploit it yet... haha... and i burnt my whole weekend doing DNT folio... sacrificed my amaths too... so think im gonna fail a maths pathetically... haha..

todays marks a critical, crucial, significant and historical day in the history of NCC... haiz... imagine; u pay 10 cents a day for 3 years, den they tell u they will pay u pack 30 cents a day on ur 4th year... halfway thru ur 4th year, dey say they wun be paying u animore... kaoz.... haiz... dunno wat to sae manx... realli pushes our brains and creativity juices to the limits... and also at the same time lowering our boiling pint... argh... i hate the commandant...

hmm... CUGC(combined uniformed group camp) on the way... haha... the meeting todae damn farnie... and CUGC memories always last the longest... haha... look forward to it... camp gonna rawk...

hehe... my blog cool ehx??? thx dearx... hmm... those pics... haha... me in camou... green green de... my best drawn camou so far... haha... no more next time le... till im 18... haha... todae so sian in sch... argh... still owe mrs chung one summary... now go do lerx... ciao...

the devil is here to corrupt ur blog again!
changed the blogskin for u
will look a bit odd yeah?
but this the best i can do
if u're not satisfied, do tell me abt it
i'll make changes to it
yeah~ rock on! =D

green beret, all the way....

haha... john's paikia face.... lolx..

brudders forever... haha... act garang...

haha... look at cindy's blur and semi-satisfied face.... lolx...

joycee and me!!

katat in no. 1... tmd....

me and huang peng... lolx... whose camo nicer???

me, weixiang, julius and huang peng... haha... and 2 extra ; kelvin and azmi behind....

in the central part of singapore...
theres a place where i belong to...
where i train to be a cadet..
in ang mo kio...

i know i know...
u have to go...
so hurry back home...
coz i love u so...



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... staying overnite in sch tml... sec 1 orientation... lolx... and oso halp my gd buddy hakkim do saikang... haha... my hobby is to do saikang... lolx... crazy me... hmm... cca orintation shuper duper cock up... everything dun have... not even the modular tent... if this year intake super low we noe who to blame... neh, the high rank one in our sch lohx.... na bei... aiyahx... dun sae lerx... cca orientation sucks.... hmm... kk... go pack my bag for tml lerx... nitex all..

.messy.rush.disrespected.cockup.tekan.sway.unlucky.badpatch.dissapointed.
.shattereddreams.allgone.nomore.number4.camoucream.lastchance.
.misunderstood.badmood.quarrels.disagreements.unity-less.
.conflict.trouble.broke.indebt.buzy.sorry.

welcome to year 2005, another step towards the end of time....

lolx... todae de repeat telecast of xin shou xiang lian... heard taufik sing an jing:::
WAH LAN EHX... SIBEI NICE MANX...
kk... dats normal, its the voice so i shldnt over react... lolx...
and i thot moses realli gonna jump manx... xia dao... haha...

sch reopening in 1 days time... shld be happie or sad nehx???
hmm... mux bring groundsheet, whole dae camp outside classroom..
lmao... kk... used up all my crappy juices lerx... nitex all... happi new year...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity